"some signpost to remind me how i wanted things this way........"

i wish i had a logical thought process in my head.

nothing feels right anymore.

not even the thing i thought was right.

i miss things and people i never thought i would.

i don't really even know what i know anymore.




all i do know is i hate feeling this way.


but really, i don't even know how i feel.



trying to get it all together again, but as usual failing miserably.