It's me vs me in the battle that never ends......

I've lost the beat but somehow still know the tempo. Like a familiar song you're not really sure you even know, but somehow know you do.

Things are strange, exciting, unfamiliar, different, the same.
You couldn't expect it to have lasted forever......after all, nothing does.
When you fall asleep tonight remember how it used to be, the way it was back then and quietly reflect on how it will never be that way again.
Paint the picture, draw the line......whatever it is you must do to make yourself feel a little bit better. Then remember it's what you wanted.

These are the ramblings of an insanely fatigued mind. Pay them little attention. They might just be the most honest things said.
Lack of sleep is like a truth serum.

Continue to build the walls. They'll only become stronger with time.
This is me not really caring.

Note to self: I am your own worst enemy.

I'm an addict for dramatics I confuse the two for love.

I'm 3000 miles away from everything that I love.
I this REALLY what I wanted? What I needed?

Is it okay to say that I don't know?


I think I need a hug........