I could swear I'm sleeping less and less.............

The smiles are just a cover, a charade, a facade.
The laughs hold back tears from falling at inappropriate times.
But when the lights are gone and the people fade, what's left of you is there.
What do you have left? Where does your mind go,
why is your heart torn and broken and how can you ignore?
All of the deception, the half truths and whole lies.
Is this really it for you, is that the dream come true?
It's not all you thought it would be, but somehow it is,
all that you expected and wanted to live.
Now that you have it was it worth what you've been through?
Was all of this really worth the giving up of you?






the thoughts in my head are all consuming



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