Love will come through, it's just waiting on you...........

Sometimes I want to believe this. To believe IN this.
But most of the time my heart won't let me.

How is it that no matter what you always seem to get to me.
Even when I make it so you can't.

I guess that it just wasn't meant to be,
like ships passing in the night.
Crossing paths for a brief moment,
then gone like it never happened.

I find my self thinking if there was something I could done or said or something.
But most of the time it hurts my heart too much to think of the things that could have been.
To think of what we could have been.
To wonder about what should have been.

This is not to say I'm giving up on you.
That I never will.
It's just me taking a rest, hanging this up for awhile.

Maybe one day I'll come back and try again.
I still want to believe in love and all the wonderful things meant for me with it.

But as I think of all this and of you, I know that it was not all in vain.
You had my heart.
Maybe you still do.
And for awhile there was no one else on this planet who made me happier than you.

Take care of yourself.
Don't be too careless with that heart that you still hold.
Please, one day, bring it safely back to me.