You do it to yourself you do, and that's what really hurts.......

I need a reason.
I need to know why in all my rational thought how this seemed to be a good idea.
Because from here all I can see is sadness, and lonlieness and this incredible sense of loss.
Of the place I loved.
Of the people I knew.
Of all that city held for me.

You never wanted anything more than to be what I needed.
And you were.
You were dingy and dirty and overused,
but somehow we made it work.
Together.

And now that I'm no longer there it's as if none of it makes sense anymore.
There was no reason for me to abandon you.
You never did that to me.

I miss the city more than I ever could have imagined.
You were all I really needed.

Soon I'll make my return to you.
We will be carefree and joyous again.

Wait for me, L.A.
And don't ever change.