the new face of failure.................

in one night my world has completely and totally fallen apart.

i'm sorry that i ruined your life.
i'm sorry that i'm the reason your stuck.
i'm sorry that because of me you've been miserable.
i'm sorry that you fight.
i'm sorry your relationship is so fucked.
i'm sorry that i can't be sorry anymore.

i may have been the reason you stayed, but i never was the one who kept you from leaving.
you always talked a big game but could never follow through.
but now you've decided it's time to call it quits.

well fine, just don't expect me to take sides or listen to your shit.
because i'm not going to do it.

you've driven me 2500 miles across the country and now your putting a divide where nothing can ever bridge it.
in between all our hearts.

do it because you hate your life.
do it because you're unhappy.
do it because you want to.

but don't expect me to stand by and condemn him.
because that i won't do.

i love you both some much

sometimes i really just don't like you at all.



makeitallokayforme


"give me something to believe, cause i don't believe in you anymore."