here I stand, with one foot on the edge again..............

I feel that I should be happy.
That all of this should make me happy.
And I'm really trying to be happy.
But I'm not.

Spending way too much time thinking about the things that I can not change and the things that changed me.

Still, as always, trying to figure it out.

I never really understood the notion of perfection.
Nothing in this world is such so why do we try so hard to achieve it.
Kinda seems like a waste of time when we really should just be making it all count.

One of these days my head and heart will align.

And when they do it will be pure magic.