I was only in it for your heart..........

Stop this heart beating just to know that I'm alive.
Once again I am defeated and there is no place to hide.
From the shadows of my past, from the regrets of tomorrow.
How can this be the way it is, why did I never know?
Now this is me battered, not broken or yet torn.
Just give this girl a minute, a great loss I must now mourn.
And when I'm through, lets start again as if it'd never been.
Restart my heart, restore my soul and bring life back once again.






Life in the O.C. is strange and unusual, not in a bad way, just in a different.

Still really don't have much figured out, but I have a better view.

Never thought I'd miss home so much, wonder if it misses me too........