It's just a rollercoaster anyway...............

I think I have finally figured some things out.
Have a new direction.
A new perspective.

I'm scared.
I'm excited.
I'm sad.
I'm elated.

Everything in the next few months is going to change. From where I live to what I do.
I'll reunite with old friends. Lose touch with others.
I'll leave the place that I've grown to love as a second home.
I'll return home.

Maybe we're better off this way.
I'm not fine. Not okay.
It's harder everyday.



It's better that we break.


I'm going to miss you so much.
But I think this is for the best.
This is not goodbye.
It's just an "i'll see you later."


"nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it might be the only way."

it's too late, it's too late, i think the tide has come to wash you out.........

been spending way too much time inside my head lately and it's got me all confused.
i just don't know anymore. anything. everything. nothing.

been really excited over some(one)thing in my life as of late
i think i might be bordering on happy, but it's been so long it's hard to tell
i suppose we'll see.

need to make some big decisions in the next few weeks
don't want to let anyone down or dissapoint them
but i feel it's inevitable.
it can't be avoided

here's to hoping it all works out okay
here's to figuring it all out
here's to the future
here's to you