the heart that needs a metronome

I kinda like this place. I hope you like it too.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

the mean reds vs. the blues.........

Today there was a moment in my life very reminiscent of a scene from a movie.

There I was in the museum, taking in all the beautiful around me, when I turn the corner and there he was. The one who I had let myself be slightly enamored with for the past few weeks.

Not knowing what to do I jumped back behind the safety of my corner to take a breath and a minute to get my head together. A quick peak around the corner revealed he was no longer there, presumably having gone into the next gallery room.

My next move would have to be strategic. I stayed put in the room I was in, knowing that would be the next he would grace. As I read the captions and admired the pieces, I heard footsteps coming up the ramp into the place where I stood. In my head various scenarios swirled. Most of them involving us striking up a casual conversation and touring the remainder of the place together, as sort of an impromptu date.

Then, as he came closer, I noticed the figure with him. Tall, thin, and pretty, with his arm casually but lovingly around her waist.

My thoughts were quickly scattered at the addition of this new piece of information. I quickly made a graceful exit before I could be well seen and recognized, and could not help but think of what a hopeful idiot I had been. Things like that really do only ever work out in the movies.

The rest of my afternoon there was spent gazing in awe at the masterpieces around me while trying to stealthy avoid the boy and his girl.

Feeling a little down and a bit sad, I decided to visit Tiffany's. After all, as Holly Golightly once said " Calms me down right away. The quietness and the proud look of it; nothing very bad could happen to you there."

Unfortunately for me it was closed.


Looks like it just isn't my day.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

all that i do comes back to you...........

I find it funny how sometimes we are so much alike.
Worlds away, but living parallel lives.
Often times being of the same mind and heart
Even though I don't know you, it's as if I know you better than anyone else.

You are just like me.

The same fears.
The same hopes.
The same irrational state of being.

This all somehow makes me feel closer to you.

Do you believe in kindred spirits?
Because I really do think we are each others.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

"Don't Move...................."

Good morning sunlight
As I get used to you
It's all gonna be all right
I did all I can do
And as I'm waiting for those eyes
To say what's on your mind
I finally think I've found the words to say...

So baby don't move at all
Cause you're about to break my fall
Stay where you are, staring at the stars
Don't ever move at all

So many black and white
Are made to be so blue
We've all got our wars to fight
But I won't fight with you
If I could just get your attention
I'd never let it go
Until you've felt what I am gonna say....

So baby don't move at all
Cause you're about to break my fall
Stay where you are, staring at the stars
Don't ever move at all

Oh, why's it gotta be that everybody's gotta see the sadness
Everybody's lonely, we don't have to be lonely
Baby, no baby oh, I can move you like an earthquake
Listen to me as my hands shake
Cause I want you, I need you
I can't live without you, baby

Baby don't move at all
Cause you're about to break my fall
Stay where you are, staring at the stars
Don't ever move at all


-butch walker