it's time for me to face it

i will never be anything more that i am right now.

"may the sunrise bring hope where it once was forgotten......."

i just want to figure out where i belong.

please remember me

i want to go home.


only problem is, i don't know where that is anymore.

"everything looks perfect from far away........"

none of them understand that my heart is breaking.


none of them can actually fathom what this is doing to me.


i know it's selfish and i know that i should be happy, but i'm not. i can't be.




it was supposed to be me damn it.





it was supposed to be me.

my destination makes it worth the while.........

i wish i knew where my head was lately.


scratch that.
i know where my head is.




all over the place.


i think my problem is i have too many choices. can that even be considered a problem?


there is so much i want to do, yet i have no clue how to.




i just need to take the first step.
to get myself into gear.



to just do something.


no more standing still.