"it's only you, beautiful.........."

i haven't written in a long time.

nothing to write about really.

not sure if i really have much to write about now.

but it feels like i do.

maybe i've been right all along.

maybe i always knew.

maybe it really is you.

being cautiously optimistic.

but optimistic none the less.

the fall air feels like magic.

this has always been our season.

it always will be.

no matter what happens today, or tomorrow, or the next,

i want to remember.

to remember the way i feel at this very moment.

about you
about the future
about us.


hope.


pure, unashamed, stupidly giddy hope, that maybe, just maybe i wasn't wrong.

that maybe just maybe, it really is you who He has prepared for me.

us for each other.


and no matter what happens, i want to look back on this fondly.

right or wrong, and just remember, there once was a time where i truely did believe in us.

because that's all i've ever wanted, was an us.


and it is possible that i can have that with you.